Swear I've been leaving this thing for so long, like long enough you can barely feel the awkwardness of typing long words here. Well usually it has its limits, 140 letters they say - if you know what I mean. And well, I kinda miss typing and expressing here. Haha padahal sebab dah deactivate Twitter cause I don't know, Twitter bring bad effects to me ? Huhh, I surely not sure about that though but part of me says that yes, Twitter had bring bad effects for me. In what way, lets just keep it as a secret hey ?
Well myb I will be writing here back since I don't know, due to boredom ? And reading back my old posts really do turn me off. Oh how immature I am back then. Oh well, myb one day when I read this, the same thought will came out again. Ahh yes, the usual me. Always regret everything that's ever happened to me. Lagi lagi love life. Stupid me is always stupid.
Basically, my life has changed 360 degree now. And I am relief that I had change. Change to become a good person, a better Muslim in order to serve Allah. And hm, myb I will delete all my old post soon. But yeah, I did once promise to myself that I will not delete it no matter what but hey, back then I was jenis yang tak fikir panjang and sadly, still am right now. Just myb back then I was worsen than now. Kot. So I don't know what to do now.
Surprisingly I feel like dah lama gila tinggalkan benda past padahal past yang nak tinggalkan tu baru 6 bulan yang lalu ? I don't know, myb 7 bulan yang lalu. Because right now, I've change and still trying to change and I don't want to be the old me again. The old me who never ever thought of the sins that I'm doing back then and felt guilty about it. The old me who never try to be a better Muslim. Ergh I dont know.
Dah lah, bye. Hope to see you again blogger.
Assalamualaikum.
Well myb I will be writing here back since I don't know, due to boredom ? And reading back my old posts really do turn me off. Oh how immature I am back then. Oh well, myb one day when I read this, the same thought will came out again. Ahh yes, the usual me. Always regret everything that's ever happened to me. Lagi lagi love life. Stupid me is always stupid.
Basically, my life has changed 360 degree now. And I am relief that I had change. Change to become a good person, a better Muslim in order to serve Allah. And hm, myb I will delete all my old post soon. But yeah, I did once promise to myself that I will not delete it no matter what but hey, back then I was jenis yang tak fikir panjang and sadly, still am right now. Just myb back then I was worsen than now. Kot. So I don't know what to do now.
Surprisingly I feel like dah lama gila tinggalkan benda past padahal past yang nak tinggalkan tu baru 6 bulan yang lalu ? I don't know, myb 7 bulan yang lalu. Because right now, I've change and still trying to change and I don't want to be the old me again. The old me who never ever thought of the sins that I'm doing back then and felt guilty about it. The old me who never try to be a better Muslim. Ergh I dont know.
Dah lah, bye. Hope to see you again blogger.
Assalamualaikum.
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