hm.

I don't know why I like you and miss you.

And I just hate myself for ever fall for you.

Almost end

    When I reminisce back the past, looking at all pictures of me with all the person I love, looking that all my friend already had their car's license, Im afraid. Afraid to face the fact that everyone is getting bigger, getting old, everyone is getting to forget the past, everyone is now busy doing their own stuffs. Takde dah happy happy times, all of these happy stuff eventually will fade away, people starting to forget. There's no coming back, there's no way you can repeat the moment. If you can, there are still not the same, not the exact moment. It's just different. 

    And bila scroll scroll gambar semua, rasa sedih tu datang. My thoughts goes like; takde dah masa masa ni nnt, nak dekat SPM dah, tahun depan dah tak sekolah dah, zaman remaja dah tamat dah, future's coming, kena fikir kerja dah, takde dah main main ni, semua kena fikir serious dah, serious mcm kita tengok orang orang besar tu. 

Huhh, bosan tahu ?

    Nak balik jadi baby boleh ? Kalau lagi dasyat, nak masuk balik dalam perut mak boleh ? Nak ulang balik semua yang pernah terjadi, yang pernah buat. And like what I said, ulang 10 kali pun, moment tu tetap tak sama.

tengok lah, muka licin je, tkd jerawat, parut, woaaaa bestnya.

Bye, dah nak kena face reality dah, bye.

Weirdo much

  Aku tak pernah faham kau, serious mak ayam. Kau pelik nak mampus. Dua hari lepas okay je, then tiba tiba berubah. Menda ntah --'. Penat juga aku ni, dah a sakit belakang ni tak sembuh sembuh lagi, ntah bila nak sembuh ntah, kau pula buat perangai Alien kau tu, hey.

 Kau tak payah susah susah nak faham oranglah Yana, kau tu, kau faham tak diri kau sendiri tu ? Sendiri punya badan pun tak faham, harapan nak faham orang punya badan. Dah dah, tak payah fikir.

Bye.

Confession

Apa yang kau fikirkan tu bukan sebabnya, sebaliknya benda lain. 

Aku tadi macam babi kan, aku tahu. 

Kau tak cakap pun aku mcm babi,  aku tahu.

Tak payah cakap a aku babi, biar aku yang describe diri aku sendiri sekarang ni.
Aku tak tahu asal perangai aku mcm sial tadi.

Sorry lah perangai aku mcm babi, tak guna, mengada, budak budak, tak matang, whateverso a kau nak fikir pasal aku.

Fun time ni, fuuun sangat.

 
Nampak dia tadi rosakkan lagi mood sial aku, apahal lah dia aku nampak entah time time macam tadi, bodoh. Bukan kau, tapi dia.

Huhh, again; aku minta ampun.

Wslm. 

I know you love me, harharhar

Today celebrated Fit's 17th birthdaaaaayyy ! Awesome nak mampus, lagi awesome dari pergi McD haritu lah kot, hee. Baling tepung, baling telur, simbah air sejuk, hahahaah, okay awesome a aku ckp kau.

Inilah antara gambarannya ya ; sila sila.

Ni dia birthday boy diaaa :D

 

 

Merry Christmaasss, haha

asal ntah --'

comel laaaahhh, sukaaa

dude, kau comel do nan, sorry lah am, am tak :p

uuuu, nan kuaaaat.

dah tukar jantina dah kau kan nan, tahniah.

bapak a skin tone aku, mcm keling --'

Awwwww, will miss this :')

epic epic wohooo .

mastermind ni - tapi yg belah kiri tu tau, hahaha.

 Banyak lagi sebenarnya ni, sumpah banyaaaak, sorry lah tak dpt masuk semua, sorry tau.
Maaaann, Im gonna miss this doh. One day, bila dah besar, tengok semua ni, mesti tear-jerking punyalah.

ps : Diaorg semua ni tak puas sbnrnya main skjp je, sebab semua ada tusyen, but whatever it is, today was so awesome, words pun cannot describe tauuuu :D

Goodnight everybody, xoxo.

Awesome sikit harini

This year Sport's day was aweeeeeeeeesoooooooooooome ! It's due to :

1. Rumah sukan kuning - rumah sukan aku tu; menang ! 

2. For the first time in my life masuk pertandingan kawad kaki, which is KRS, and
    menang lagi tu !

3. Amnan datang pagi pagi sebab nak tengok aku kawad, dia pun ada time pengumuman 

    KRS menang !

4. Jumpa / lepak/ jalan dengan diaa, ehee :D

5. Kena bahan dengan Cendol --' - okay yang ni tak awesome.

But slackly, ada certain things that saddens me, hm

1. Muslim tak datang sebab dia tertido, bangun pukul 11am, igt dah habes, so tak dtg. --'

    panas aku.

2. Bodoh, ending slack gila tak organize langsung.

3. Makanan free tak sedap, & tak ambil pun & sampai aku tak lalu nak makan satu hari, 

    hahaha.

*gambar nanti lah upload,

Toodles !

02.45am

AKU MEMANG SAMPAH KAN PADA MATA KASAR KAU ?

Realizing it now

lyrics lagu mana ntah.

Sekejap saja rasa dia. Sekejap gilaa. Satu hari saja kot high dia ?  Or less than ? Ntah.

Lepastu selebihnya dah rasa penat; dah rasa nak give up; dah rasa kena tipu; dah rasa mcm tunggul, batu, kayu, badak sumbu, badak air; dah rasa dipermainkan; dah rasa bodoh; dah rasa buang masa; dah rasa ditertawakan & dah rasa bosan.

Kbye .

Superb wa cakap lu .

Okaaaayy, ini semua last minute punya plan. Hahaha.

Was supposed to lepak dengan Muslim dgn Nawal saja, but end up like sekampung datang McD - perumpamaan Amnan ni, haha. Tak lupa juga kepada orang yg tak sepatutnya aku jumpaaa, mcm ergh sikit, sikit je, LOL .

So, haa ni a orang orangnya ;

1. Liyana A
2. Nawal
3. Muslim
4. kawan dia ( aku tak tahu apa nama dia tapi dia kelakar nak mampus )
5. Shahirah
6. Edryna
7. Dila
8. Apai
9. Amir Ariff
10. Akhmal
11. Syazrul ( Cendol )
12. Akasya - tak sure spelling, haha sorry
13. Amnan
14. Fitri 
15. Amar Safwan :D
16. Syed Umar - tak sure spelling
17. Pojan
18. Fahmi
19. Farhana
20. Arep
21. Saidol
22. Haziq
23. Nashriq
24. Jascintha
25. Athirah
26. the rest from Jalan 2 - haha sorry lah tak tahu nama korang.

- Kelakarnya kan, Amnan dengan Muslim perangai mcm kenal dah lama, aku pun kau tak  layankan Mus, hahaha. Sibuk cerita pasal future --'  LOL. 
- Kelakarnya lagi kan, jumpa 2 orang ni kan, haa, were my past. Tu yang epic tu. Tapi diaorg tak perasan kot, kot.

 As a conclusion - sila tampar saya ; today was the awesomemest day ever in my life, so far. Tapi tak ambil gambaaa, sebab segan, hahaha. Soyeah, ni je yang ambil.

this was taken by Mus sendiri --' , konon comel, padahal tak.

laugh looking at their own picture --'

curi curi ambil ni, heh

Hai, nama saya Muslim and Im high right now.

were made by budakbudak atas tu, lepastu past past dkt org, lawaa.

  Balik dengan mak, tapi beg sekolah tertinggal dekat sekolah, lagi awesomeee --'. Tapi Amnan ambil kan, esok dapat balik, jangan sedih beg, you're safe right now. Haa cerita pasal dia, minggu ni straight 5 hari jumpa dia including esok, since hari Selasa lagi, hahaha. 

And goes like this all the way home, yehaaa

p/s : Comelnya kan, bila orang tu senyum tadi :D

Adios amigas, Gnight everibadieh !

I mean, c'mon man .

Face it ;

Fat true. You don't need to deny it, its a fact. A total fact. Every single thing you feel is temporary. 

I've experienced it, infact everyone does. Especially when it comes to love. 

Yesterday you said you what, miss, love, need her/him, yet tomorrow things change. You never mean it, you just said it. Typical human being much. Tak payah nak cakap oranglah Yana, cermin diri tu dulu. Kau sama saja mcm orang lain. - Dah kata pun typical, so tak payah nak heran sgt a, tak boleh nak buat apa dah.

Takda manusia pun nak jadi mcmni, dilahirkan mcmni, rasa mcmni, tapi itulah kenyataan. Susahlah nak cari manusia yang tak berperasaan mcmni. Hari tu orang tu cakap lain, harini orang yang sama ckp lain. People did not hold to every words they are saying, its a fact. And I'm experience it right now. Right now. When this things happen, in a way, you will feel the hardness of believe in someone. Because everything is temporary, everything including this world; & they just keep on lying just so you wouldn't get hurt, just to comfort your heart. Its a good thing though for now, but bad in the future.

Fuck, apa yang aku type ni, aku sendiri pun tak paham apa point aku. Dah melalut dah.

Bye,

webbyyy

Pagi pagi buta, tak ingat pukul brp. Tak ingat a, ;D

p/s : tuala barbie sikiiiiit.

Kbye, nak sambung buat homeworks .

Kiss my ass

Kejadah apa blog title aku, mcm gampang.

Tengok tengok, background image blog ni.

Marlboro sikiiiiiit. Awesome kan ? - cari publisiti murah sikit Yanaaa  --'

Ah, lantak a lantak a, asal aku bahagia.

By the way Shahirah Norizan yang tersayang, 

About me saya tu dah tkd carut carut dah. Jangan bebel bebel dkt aku dah, tau ?
Tau tau ? Hahahaha.

Sekian dari saya, wslm.

Man, what have I done

Oh God. Last night was a history.
I let two of my bestfriends down, in two different ways, with two different reasons,
but in one night, simultaneously.

Yeah, hate me people, hate me.

Even sucks,
At one night too, at one same place ( but I was'nt there ), I made one of my bestfriends stated above feeling down , one I made him/her go all hyper all night.
I didn't know they were together that night.
Huhh, eventhough you apologized me, you didn't mind at all, but still, I feel guilty.
So yeah, hate me people, hate me twice.

Ini Entry Basi Punya .

Dudee, korang buat aku gelak sampai nak pecah perut tahu ? LOL. Ponteng sekolah pergi mandi laut, balik lepak mamak, cita benda pervert --'. Muka pun mcm nak mampus dah penat sgt, tapi boleh lagi cita benda pervert kan kauorg ?

Btw, sbnrnya ada lagi 2 orang, sorang dah balik, sorang lagi mana ntah tak igt :D 
Haa, yang sebelah kiri tu boyf org, yang sebelah kanan tu single mingle lagi, so jgn lepaskan peluang anda ya. Hahaha, sorry nan.

Dah a, bye.

yehaa .

Somehow you made me feels like I don't need a man in my life .

Aku rasa life aku complete do.

Bapak awesome sial kau, tak tipu !

Tolonglah

People said, Allah takkan bagi kau dugaan kalau kau tak sanggup menanggungnya.

Tapi kali ini terlalu berat, aku tak pernah hadapinya sepanjang aku hidup.

I don't wanna cry, yet I already am, just now dekat kau. Aku takut sangat, aku tak boleh tahan menangis.

Aku memohon ya Allah, jangan kau tambahkan lagi bebanku.

Aku minta ampun

- Sekolah aku sucks nak mampus, tak bagi budak luar masuk untuk Hari Koko. I mean the fuck lah org nak jual kot, tkkn nak jual sesama budak -,- ? Bodoh, no business minded tahu ? Sekali lagi, 

Aku minta ampun.

- Jualan kitaorg tak memberansangkan mcm tahun lepas. Mungkin tkd rezeki, rezeki byk tu saja yang dah ditetapkan oleh Yang Maha Pemberi Rezeki. So yeah, aku tak sepatutnya menangis depan korang, sorry sangat sangat. Sekali lagi, 

Aku minta ampun.

- Lately ni mcm banyak buat hal dgn kawan. Aku tak sepatutnya keluar kata kata kesat dekat kauorang. Aku tak sepatutnya buat mcmtu, aku mmg tak guna. Aku tahu. Sekali lagi, 

Aku minta ampun.

- Result Mid Year Exam ni mcm gampang tahu ? Gampang gila, boleh buat lap taik anjing a senang ckp. - okay maybe over sgt tapi lantak a, pendapat aku mcmtu kan, kesah pulak kau. Minta maaf mak, minta ampun bapak, redha kan ilmu saya cikgu. Buat kali ke - sepuluhnya ya, 

Aku minta ampun.

Wslm,