Imagine, you've told them everything about your hateness towards someone. You've told them all your hateness with full of emotions of how miserable that particular person had done to you towards your life. Especially you've told about it to your close ones. Then they will make pity face and told you how much they hate the person who had made your life miserable too, how much they support you that makes you felt that they do understand/feel what you've been through.
But then one day, you'd seen them hanging, laughing with that particular person you hate, chatting, outing, followed that particular person, and in a way had been supporting her. So all this while, what was it ? What was it you felt when I explained, when I cried about how horrible that person had made me, when I felt like killing that person every time I see her/him ? Was it all just a lie, what was it ? You being hypocrite or me for being immature ? So I guess then its all just a waste of time expressing everything to people how I felt. Because that will show the hypocriteness of people surrounds me and show that Im such a baby.
Stupid-weak-and-immature kind of baby.
Let the feelings die alone in the verge of miserableness by itself.
But then one day, you'd seen them hanging, laughing with that particular person you hate, chatting, outing, followed that particular person, and in a way had been supporting her. So all this while, what was it ? What was it you felt when I explained, when I cried about how horrible that person had made me, when I felt like killing that person every time I see her/him ? Was it all just a lie, what was it ? You being hypocrite or me for being immature ? So I guess then its all just a waste of time expressing everything to people how I felt. Because that will show the hypocriteness of people surrounds me and show that Im such a baby.
Stupid-weak-and-immature kind of baby.
Let the feelings die alone in the verge of miserableness by itself.
yana?
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